OnTatteredWings

Allison Bilbo

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You Tell Me by OnTatteredWings, literature

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You Tell Me

I will always remember the feeling you left in my heart. Sometimes it hurts. That feeling will always remind me of the day we had part. Sometimes its sad. I understand its over but my feelings will always remain. Sometimes so true. Although I've found somebody new my heart will always have your name. Unless you take it away. I will never tell you this. I cant. I'll keep it locked inside. I have to. If you tell me to... I will finally throw away the key, the key you use to keep inside. So is it time to say goodbye? Is it final at last? You tell me No more looking back at you. No more remmimissing of a long ago past That is, If

I. by OnTatteredWings, literature

AnthonY by OnTatteredWings, literature

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AnthonY

LITTLE DID I REALIZE THE FIRST TIME I SAW YOU THAT ONE DAY I WOULD COME TO WANT YOU AS I HAVE NEVER WANTED NO ONE ELSE... LITTLE DID I RELAIZE THE FIRST TIME WE TALKED THAT ONE DAY I WOULD TELL YOU I LOVE YOU MORE THAN LIFE ITSELF... LITTLE DID I REALIZE THAT THE FIRST TIME I HELD YOU THAT ONE DAY I WOULD COME TO NEED YOU SO MUCH... LITTLE DID I RELAIZE THE FIRST TIME I KISSED YOU THAT ONE DAY YOU WOULD BECOME THE MOST IMPORTANT PERSON IN MY LIFE... THERE WAS SO MUCH I DIDNT REALIZE UNTIL I MET YOU, BUT NOW THAT I HAVE I KNOW THAT I WANT YOU, I NEED YOU, AND I LOVE YOU ALWAYS...

your gonna be dead... by OnTatteredWings, literature

It Aint Easy by OnTatteredWings, literature

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It Aint Easy

You wouldn't understand, how could you? You were never my age, you never went through what I do. Why can't i go? Don't you trust me? How could you do this? Don't you see? I'm not a child. I'll be fine on my own. I hate you! Get out! Leave me alone! All my friends are doing it why can't I? Don't worry, its not like I'm going to die. These words are said when in those years, All things grow and become teens fears. What parents don't know, and this may sound cheesy, These times have changed, and its not easy.

roses are.. by OnTatteredWings, literature

Our 4 year Anniversry by OnTatteredWings, literature

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Our 4 year Anniversry

One life, four years, 1460 days. After all this time I love you so, and I love you in so many different ways. My love is unconditional, so unlike the setting sun, because my heart will shine forever, for me…you'll always be the one. We've endured so much these past four years, but our bonds grow stronger still, I know I'll always love you, And Anthony, I know I always will. You have blessed me with love, and joy, and together, we are completely whole, with you in my life I feel so happy, and I love you with all my heart, my very soul. You have nothing but my admiration, especially for your will to suffer with me all these yea

There Is No Enough With You. by OnTatteredWings, literature

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There Is No Enough With You.

I see it all so vividly Like the meaning to a song Your eyes penetrating me Our mutual attraction so strong You place your hand upon my cheek And I smile at your touch We share a moment, my knees are weak As I realize there is no enough Just feeling your emotions, makes me yearn for more As you gently pull my body close And reach my hearts inner core Invigorating is your love, bold is your mind Sweet emotion is our description The true story of you & I

I can't believe. by OnTatteredWings, literature

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I can't believe.

its hard for me to trust again after all my heart has been through its been left for dead more times than i care to remember but seeing you the way your eyes shine when i am near lights up my soul and fills my heart with more than you imagine i cant believe im doing this again letting myself fall in love true love with someone, anyone trusting so blindly loving so much

Curious... by OnTatteredWings, literature

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Curious...

Curious... how your skin feels- how your eyes look in the dark- how you kiss. Curious... how you move- how you touch- how you sigh. Curious... how to know- how to ask- how to have you. Curious... what you want- what you need- what you crave. Curious... What makes you moan- What brings a shiver- What's too much to handle- Curious... What I can say- What I can kiss- What I can do. Curious... Just curious...

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Broken Hearted by OnTatteredWings, literature

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I wish you knew by OnTatteredWings, literature

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I wish you knew

I wish you knew How many tears I have cried for you. I wish you knew How mny smilies I have smilied for you. I wish you knew How much I really care for you. But most of all I wish you knew How much your hurting me and I still love you. All the feelings you dont have no more Still exist within me. I will block tehm off since you dont care because I am Tired of trying I am sick of crying and inside My heart is dying.

Alone... by OnTatteredWings, literature

Trapt. by OnTatteredWings, literature

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Trapt.

My mind is suffocating. The space inside my head is shrinking smaller by the second. It's being filled up each day by thoughts. By anger. By the fact that they keep making this worse for me. Maybe they don't care, and maybe they do. But things said and done change my mind every second. I couldn't breath. I still can't. Do they notice at all? Do they even care about how I feel or how I'd feel later on? It's a possible trace of care. No it's not. If I could do one thing I'd scream. I'd scream out loud and not inside. Because inside... it's killing me.

Just take my hand. by OnTatteredWings, literature

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Just take my hand.

Just take my hand We'll make it through. No looking back Just me and you. No need to think Our worries pass. Bad things forgotten From our past. Just take my hand We're on our way. My mind erased Our yesterday. The faded ruins Of failed attempts. The times we thought Were all well spent. Just take my hand And clear your mind. We'll take the troubles One at a time. Just take my hand I'll take yours too. Our scars will heal We'll be brand new...

How? by OnTatteredWings, literature

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How?

How can I love someone That doen't love me to? Why cant they see I care When I look at them and stare? They have alot of pride So they are afraid to let you back inside. I made a mistake By making his heart ache. Now I regret leaving the one I met. I knew he was the one So I still regret what I done. So what can I do now? My heart is broken, I have to fix it somehow So this poem is to you.

Nothing but Everything by OnTatteredWings, literature

Suicide. by OnTatteredWings, literature

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Suicide.

My soul is dying, In this cold cruel world, Here I lay crying, When will it end? With open arms I embrace death, It's my only salvation, I'm ready to take my last breath, When will it end? Suicide is the only way, I want out of this world, Perhaps I will die today When will it end? I hold my breath and cut my skin, Blood draining from me, I slice again my flesh that's paper thin, When will it end? Crimson blood pools at my feet, It drips down my body, Covering the floor like a sheet, When will it end? The room begins to spin, I fall to my knees, I know 'm going to win, When will it end? My vision blurrs before me, I'm

Can We? by OnTatteredWings, literature

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Can We?

We made the perfect couple We thought it would last. Can we start over And forget about our past? We talked for hours about wht we would be when we got older. Could it be me and you? For some reason Things started to go so wrong. You forgotton me Us is where we belong. So can we start over And it just be me and you? We, again, will talk for hours Like we use to I think it would be ok. But if you say no I guess somehow someway I will have to let you go.

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Love? by K-guy, literature

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Love?

I Long for You, You and You Alone Alone, I Miss You so Much, So much I miss who talks, in a Heavenly Tone Heavenly Tone and Touch The Touch, Gave me my Need, then, Then, When I Felt Your Presence by Me By Me, by I, I Strive Again Strive Again for You, and You Alone, I Flee I Flee from You, from All, from Me From Me I Give all, but Do Not take Do Not take what is Rightfully Mine, Mine and Mine Alone, a Mistake A Mistake is What it Was. It is…Fine Fine, Fine, if I am let Alone, I Break Break under the Weight, of the Line The Line which I set, with a Stake The Stake, which my Heart Mines Mines of all that Is Left, leaving Signs

almost empty soul by LastPoet, literature

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almost empty soul

tears burn my face all the time i fall from grace Never knowing never showing how very much I hurt. my heart pumps blood to an almost empty soul All the pain is taking a toll. i am i am almost gone i am i am almost invisible i am i am broken down Lost without. Bleeding into an almost empty soul. no fear left only rage I must complete this savage stage. i am i am almost gone i am i am Almost invisible. Bleeding into an almost empty soul.

Still... by MonaLisa411, literature

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Still...

Still intact, This curse remains. Suffer dwells, With no detain. Still naive, I am today. Mistakes i've made, Determined to stay. Still cautious, of everything I do. Staying on the right course, For obstacles coming through. Still at fault, I am for these consequential mistakes. Trying to learn, Lifes high stakes. Still at times, I yearn to proceed at wrong. I have to say sometimes, Its exilirating to trudge along. Still the guilt, Of knowing what i've done. Subsides my thinking, And there goes all the fun. Still I know, This constant turmoil needs to end. I've had enough, My life needs time to mend.

Playing with your emotions by leighmyster, literature

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Playing with your emotions

When I write to tease and play I write with feeling, emotion and pain I write the truth and what is real The things I Wright to make you squeal My thoughts are high throughout the sky When you let me loose in your mind I can make you feel happy inside I can also bring a tear to your eye You scream out loud, try feel my pain But really it's me, messing with your brain How do you do it I hear you bay? But that's something I can not say Because I play with you in such a way You go all bitter for 1 minute of that day Bitter inside the bitterness I see So bitter infact that it hurts you to read To read and imagine the things that I

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effects of love by OnTatteredWings, literature

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effects of love

My dreams are alive with longing, When I awake my arms are numb like you were there the whole night through. My mouth talks to you when I sleep, When I awake my lips are chapped like I was kissing you all night. My eyes cry for your quick return, When I awake there are salt stains like oceans were poured on my skin. It pains me to let you leave me, When my body is unconscious my soul will still grieve for you.

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Current Residence: Bremen,Ga
Favourite genre of music: Anything and Everything!!!!!!
Favourite photographer: Not my favorite, But I LOVE taking pics
Favourite style of art: Realism, Romantic, and Anima
Operating System: Windows
MP3 player of choice: I-river or I-pod
Shell of choice: the kind form the ocean???
Wallpaper of choice: black with white pokey dots
Skin of choice: Tan
Favourite cartoon character: Happy Bunny!!!
Personal Quote: \\

Favourite Visual Artist

Masamuna (www.masamuna.deviantart.com)

Favourite Movies

The Longest Yar...or any other adam sandler or jim carrey movies!!

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

There is tooo many to name...

Favourite Writers

Mary Higgins Clark, and Lois Duncan

Favourite Games

DDR, Xenosaga, CounterStrike, Monopoly, Need for Speed Underground, Grand Theft Auto, Phase Ten

Favourite Gaming Platform

Playstaion,Playstation 2, Gamecube, and X-Box

Tools of the Trade

Life, Love, Charity, Hope, Family, Friends, Faith, God

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National Guard, Music, Myspace, Movies, Love

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OnTatteredWings

Apr 18, 2006

HhHHhhHHIIiIIIii

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hello ya'll. no one prolly remembers me but....i remember all of you! lol. but i get on hea every now and then but i figured i would write a small journal to say hey every one. HEY!!!!!!!! love yall all!

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OnTatteredWings

Feb 3, 2005

Devious Journal Entry

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Hey its allison. I am back..kinda. i missed all you, but i just dont have the internet access i use to have :( but i can get on every now and then! so thats ok at least. well LOVE YOU GUYS> special shout out to masamuna and arkenbkade. :hug: bye bye

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OnTatteredWings

Jul 4, 2004

bye bye for now

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ok well I am now leaving SOuth Carolina. So i will not have internet access until I go over masamuna (https://www.deviantart.com/masamuna)'s house. but by the time the deadline comes in on the two contest i will go over there and check out all the entries so i hope all of you try  at least :) well for everyone who doesnt kno the poetry contest is due on friday july 9th, which is my sisters birthday:P, and the art contest is due on wensday july 14th. well good luck to you all!! and bye bye to all my friends! -- **FRIENDS** ~tiger-eyes (https://www.deviantart.com/tiger-eyes) :iconMonaLisa411: :iconaidon: :iconangel-gothica: :icongloomandcookies: :icontriplesecman: :iconEmfrog: :iconfranticscum: :icon